Am i really better than that? Should i really believe myself again? I.. just don't know anymore. Should i be happy for you? or should i be sad for you? why is life so hard. I Miss you so much and you don't even care. why don't you text or talk to me anymore? Am i not good enough for you? I heard from someone wise saying that "if he's the right guy, he won't leave." should i believe it? i think i should. you are no longer part of my life anymore. but i still love you hensemboy. forever and always.
Yeah. I almost fucking had you. Hensemboy. I miss you so fucking much. You leave me all alone on 11 August. We could had it all. Thanks to my ex, we could never be together. Well, maybe it's just a lesson for me. Don't get attached to someone, i could get hurt... again. Thanks a lot.. I'm gonna miss you hensemboy when you are graduating next year.
xoxo
