Hopes and dreams.

Am i really better than that? Should i really believe myself again? I.. just don't know anymore. Should i be happy for you? or should i be sad for you? why is life so hard. I Miss you so much and you don't even care. why don't you text or talk to me anymore? Am i not good enough for you? I heard from someone wise saying that "if he's the right guy, he won't  leave." should i believe it? i think i should. you are no longer part of my life anymore. but i still love you hensemboy. forever and always.